| hiya...realli been thinkin quite alot dis few daes...esp after when i read joyce's blog..and after toking to minshan..does my life realli juz revolve round moi com??realli?why why?? hiaz..realised i kinda hooked on the net oso one..but still com idiot lar..duno why oso..lol. nbm nbm..verytime nthing better to do will cum her blog le..den chat chat chat..den friendster and all kind of things...haiz
wad is the world turning into?or shld i sae i cnt live w/o com oready..issit realli tt bad? doin pw on mobile phones..toking abt the mobile phones bcuming like a necessity in ppl's life and all that stuffs...the mobile phone is supposed to make our lives better by the increasing functions in it and the faster speed and whatever that makes it so much more efficient mah.. supposed to be good rite...yar den dis thing making it more indispensable in our life..gd or bad?but it suppose to be like tt mah...aiya..i duno la... my phone oso = my watch = my alarm (though alarm dun work on me..can nb wake up one..nid manual wake up call..hahaz*blush*) moi mom oso complaining tt i at hm oso kip pressing on my phone..sms sms...lol. sae "at home got telephone la..how cum u tok on ur hp and sms sms so much one" i used to tok on the phone so much tt she alwaes hab to kip nagging at me to hang up one la..nw askin me to do the reverse..lol.. has it realli bcum so impt to me??why why why..haiz it is juz the ppl la...its all bcos of us - himan beings..we are farny creatures..the weirdest of all...do so many ironic things..start tearing dw the forest to build buldings and all..urbanised and evrything..den end up sae nid to preserve the wilderness..wth! farny creatures le... i dun wana lead such a hectic life la..but given the situation..do i have any choice?dun wan oso cnt..if not hor..like moi parents sae..grow up cnt find job ar...wana counter-urbanised..go back live in the wilderness..live by the sea or lve in the mountains..lol.join tarzan and jane..hahaz. the life nw..in spore and i believe other places nw all bcuming more n more hectic..the more urbanised or developed the worse it is..told my dad i wana juz go mongolia thr and rear the goats or juz some kampong..contribute to the primary sector of the economy suan4 le4 but he sae its impossible..sobx sobx.. ppl fr these areas wan cum to our area and wan developed their own cty le..i wan the opp! what the... haiz ao its juz impossible one la cos dey are gg to develop to be like us..argh! study so much oso duno for wad..for better jobs in the future? i dun think so..wad we study may not even apply to our area of our job la...so what for?i duno..sigh..what has the education system becum of? am realli tired le.. tml still got pw op dry run..its gona suck la! moi grp sux la..the whole pw thing sux..argh..dun like! argh! i seem to hate evryting in my life man..esp when its related to studies..haha. i dun used to be like tt leh..how cum i changing till like tt..muz look on the bright side rite..i dun seem to be able to do it anymore...life sux..but im realli thankful for the ppl ard me who always encourages me to go on..real frens whom i noe who makes moi life happy..ppl i noe i can depend on..my family, moi frens..they make life worth living for..here i realli wana thk all moi very very dear frens who hab been w me thru ups and dws..thru thick and thin..erm..so far..hahaz..esp yupei, lynn, minshan, jianwen..u guys noe who u are la..lub u ppl alot! muakz..thx for making moi life better and worth living for! the memories will always be in moi heart.. haiz..wad else can i do? guess i juz hab to continue to strive in moi studies le.. if not den mati lor~haiz |
