as stubborn as ever.

stubborn bcos i still believe in my own values.

i still have the same set of principles.

but changed, i have too.

everyone changes.

time will change ppl.

their mindsets... ...

it's just for the better or worse.

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and yes. i'm more health conscious

realised how impt health is

all those tt had happened.

it made me realised.

its more than you can imagine.

trust me on this

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50 first dates?

the 1st movie we caught tgt @ your hse

how cld i not rmb?

i have a mind for all these

i got stm.and can be really forgetful

but all these kind o memories

stm and forgetfulness doesnt seem to apply here

somehow

i think i use my heart too much

i put in too much into the things i've shared w you.

all remained

being reminded of how well i know you

and still do

why do you have to do this?

it only brought back all these which i have put behind me

you bringing them back

reminding me

isnt what i exactly have in mind

too much. too much alrdy.

it only makes me feel sad.

a pity tt all these are all gone.

why do you have to remind me of the past?

going to pan's mini concert was a mistake

all memories was brought back as well

all the songs i've once so love

all that i've shared w you

i brought you into the world of music

and i see that it has remained in you

i've given up on him

the time you had chose to gave up on me

but that one concert

just brought everything back

i wanted to njy,

to be able to indulge once again

but i cant

i cant afford to

cant allow myself to

i dont want to hold any more memories w you

i cant afford to put any emotions in

i cant allow for tt

i dont want to

cant allow myself to fall for you all over again

i dont want to risk it

you've alrdy made it clear

friends.

i cant allow for anything

no friends, dear.

impossible unless i really lost my memory

but at the same time

even if i dont show my emotions

you think i dont have any?

i still have them.

i just want to protect myself.

and if you didnt know

i'm not blind

i saw you looking at a pic of you and a girl

and tell me

guess how i feel

and you still hvt tell me why you suddenly jio me go watch his concert?

why?