perhaps like what i've told yupei
i have had felt too much happiness
now perhaps it's time for me to feel otherwise
so a lil' hurt will seem v great to me
and this hurt
is so great
好大好大的痛
and perhaps
this big blow to me
will make me treasure the smallest happiness even more
to be able to feel them even stronger
i guess it's payback time for all the 快乐 that i've felt
all these will make me even more emotional
i'm glad i'm a human being w emotions and feelings
yet i wished i can just be one unemotional person
so i wont feel so much pain.
but i know i cant.
just like huemin said.
she wants to be able to feel as much
but she's just not as emotional.
and i'm unable to be like her.
just like she's unable to be like me.
我好想把一切一切都忘掉
那我就不会感觉到这么痛
但我舍得吗?
我不想和你在做朋友
想把你的一切一切都去除掉
但我忍心吗?
the fact is i have no idea
so lost
"It is easy to like one's qualities
but it takes one to love the flaws"
(frm huemin's blog)
i hate the fact tt i even love his flaws.
请教我如何怎么不去爱