Monday, December 27, 2004
i dun even understand moiself la~so how can i expect others to noe and understand me????
i duno why i am like dat...tink i appear differently in front of diff ppl...so which is the real me? or are all oso me? so farny le..moi personality..issit all gemini oso like dis one or issit juz me? i realli duno..moi sis say i very weird la~ *sigh* i realli duno la~
hmm..ya..today's realli tired la~eh..was suiper high in the morning..lol. went to ecp to celebrate minshan's bdae mah~den pay 5 bucks rent the bike for the whole day...nw my pipi v. pain..ouchie. den watch moi frens play pool..and i hab one go..haha..so farny..we all duno how to play den anyhow play..lol. realli very fun lor~. den when cycling tt time rite..suddenly rain! yupei and me were both drenched la~ and i nearly skidded cos cycle too fast. duno how i cycle oso...brake so many times den still got one time nearly knocked into a 'ang-moh' but he very nice..nb blame me den still ask me to njy moi cycling..hahaz. so paiseh ar. bsides my pi pi tt is aching..my arms oso ache la~ haiz. din noe ride bike arm ache more den the legs one le~.
hmm...v late le~ tml still hab to wake up early~ nitez
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12/27/2004 09:57:00 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
hey hey...today's xmas eve.. and i'm siiting at hm with nowhere to go..duno who to ask to go out oso..juz feel so tired and sian. actually today suppose to go tekka mall to do cip one..but bcos today is xmas eve..dey cancel it le~ so i'm left at home with no plans for the day.. *sigh*
aniwae..i went back to my sec sch today..pei my bro buy his bks for nxt yr...(hmm..did i mention tt he gg to moi sec sch?well, if not..he is.. duno wad to tink...)
i'm realli so tired.. juz finished reading a book by lurlene macdaniel - goodbye doesnt mean forever. it's super gd la~ and i actually cried over it..dis is the first time lor~ normally i juz teared reading her bk cos v. the touching one..if not den is super the sad.. i duno why la~ but i juz like reading her books le although its super sad..i wld gladly recommend dis book if anyone were to ask me for recommendations..haha.
aniwae, after reading..i've been thinking too...life is realli unfair.. everything is predestined..and we realli hab to leave it to fate ba~ ppl say everthing's oready arranged for us..so issit realli us tt are making the decisions? wld it make a difference over wad we choose? or do we realli have a choice? in life, for many things, we usually do not hae a choice to choose whether we want it anot..take for example, having cancer. everything may seem to be gg well den suddenly u have cancer! it's realli not fair..ppl will ask "why me?" but few, or i wld say, none has fd the answer.
life's a beautiful thing filled with fruits fo joy and seeds of sorrows...............
aniwae..merry merry xmas! (",)
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12/24/2004 06:12:00 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
yesh! i've finally managed to change the blog moiself....hahaz. yea..so happy man!!
oh ya..today moi sis bdae...so happy bdae to her!! she gg to sa for the 1st three mths le..so sad..i mean not bcos she cuming to moi sch la..but bcos she din get into hcjc....haiz. ask her to appeal to go hc she dun wan...i feel dat she's a talent wasted by cuming to sa la~ her chi damn pro lor~den she cum sa den cnt take lep le~ haiz. ya..den my bro gg to queenstown sec..moi former sch!!
hmmm...the past wk was quite hectic...went back to sch for physics training camp..not tt i din njy it..in fact i did..haha. den bcame the fave student bcos i ans almost all the questions wrongly...lol. so ma-lu.. hahaz. but i had fun la~ realli wana thk mr fong..he put in so much effort for us...den i got the newton 3 laws inside my head le~hahaz. an accomplishment..wahahaz.
the rest of moi family back from msia le! hahaz..den i realised i kinda miss the quiet times i hab at hm..haha. got its gd and bad la~or shld i sae advantages and disadvantages?? heex. (",)
the hols almost cuming to an end and i hvt finish moi hw!! den still dare go out play play shop shop..hahaz. eh..dun hab the mood la~its festive season! its xmas! hahaz. merry xmas! hahaz.
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12/22/2004 01:22:00 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i'm peeling like a snake la~argh! itchy hands la - aiya! actually so determined to leave them alone one..but itchy la~ go scratch le den nw bcum so.... haiz.
hahaz..so late le~ tink i beta go slp le~ tml still got physics....
heex (",)
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12/15/2004 11:29:00 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
im realli tired..juz plain tired. after the hectic schedule and waking up so early almost every morning. alone at hm still. haiz. tml still nid to wake up early for phy lesson..duno can make it anot..haiz.
but the previous two days realli very happy...last nite even dream abt him!!! wahahaz. still hua-chi-ing. hahaz.
yesh man! i've completed moi gp holiday assignement! eh..sort of la~ hahaz. left the summary and the AQ..argh..duno how to do..tink gona crap thru le~ muz jiayou jiayou!!!!! two weeks till the end of hols..haiz..so fast! dun even feel like holiday le~. sigh.
gg to slp le~ if not tml cnt wake up on time to go sch le~ *yawnz*
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12/13/2004 11:30:00 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
my god! he's still as shuai as ever la~ hahaz. but i was juz as cool and calm and collected...hahaz.
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12/11/2004 10:04:00 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004
omg!!the log in page s in chinese!1how on earth did it happen??haiz..nbm la..as lonng as i can get in...
moi family's away to msia..left me alone at hm..erm..and moi dad oso la..but he wkin ma..so i hab the whole house to moiself..hahaz. eh..got its gd and bad la..im very free to do things on my own..but the bad thing is i duno how to cook..so thr goes my meals..either i make do w outside food or anyhow cook den eat..haiz.. den still hab to do the hse-hold chores..i very lazy to do le~but..haiz. still hab to do..if not hor~.....hab to go on likt dis till nxt wk when dey cum back ar~den some more hab to go sch nxt wk le~got "phy camp"
seriously...alot hab happened dis past few wks...nw oni left two more wks b4 sch starts again and i hvt complete moi hw yet!!! argh! still hab to do cip..actually doin the cip is a gd thing cos if faster faster complete le den dun nid to worry so much abt having not enuff hrs nxt r...regarding dis..hab to thk tammy..hahaz. w/o her hor~i dun even noe wad to do for cip la~sure dun hab enuff hrs one...hahaz.
yesh man! pan's cuming!!!!!!woo-hoo! cant wait to see him again! hahaz..
hmm..been thinkin quite alot dis few days too...yime realli pssed very quicly...haiz. so fast..nxt yr in j2 le~ hard to believe..3 more yrs till i hit 20~wah~so old...haiz. as we proceed on w our lives...we change..so do the ppl ard us..we will change..whether we want it anot..sometimes even unknowingly.. we grow and adapt..for the better or for the worse..all wld hope tt it wld be for the better..but hu noes..its the road and paths we choose that wld make a difference..one wrong step u make cld mean the end of evrything..sigh.
i've grown so far and i'm proud to say tt i'm a better person den b4..
it also depends alot on the envt we live in..the ppl we mix ard..i'm lucky to hab mit moi very dear freans fr sec sch..to noe them and let our frenships blossom in a way where no words can describe how lucky i am to noe them..i realli want to thk them for all the memories dey hab given me..gd or bad..it has made me grow..to be who i am today..i duno wad i wld do w/o them.
dis season of holidays - xmas - a festive of giving - i sincerely wish the bez for all moi frens..whether anot we hab lost touch..no matter where we met..the very least was tt we were all once in each other's life..and i wana thk u guys for it.. (",)
merry xmas moi dear frens.
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12/10/2004 03:52:00 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004
im speechless....... tired..... and... arggh!
on the bright side...i've finally gotten moi own personal digital cam!! woo-hoo! and im slightly darker fr the sentosa trip...heex. last but not least...pan's cuming to spore le~cant wait to see him! wahaha!
haiz..but im still rather down at the moment...and really really tired...
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12/06/2004 07:49:00 PM
