Friday, December 24, 2004
hey hey...today's xmas eve.. and i'm siiting at hm with nowhere to go..duno who to ask to go out oso..juz feel so tired and sian. actually today suppose to go tekka mall to do cip one..but bcos today is xmas eve..dey cancel it le~ so i'm left at home with no plans for the day.. *sigh*
aniwae..i went back to my sec sch today..pei my bro buy his bks for nxt yr...(hmm..did i mention tt he gg to moi sec sch?well, if not..he is.. duno wad to tink...)
i'm realli so tired.. juz finished reading a book by lurlene macdaniel - goodbye doesnt mean forever. it's super gd la~ and i actually cried over it..dis is the first time lor~ normally i juz teared reading her bk cos v. the touching one..if not den is super the sad.. i duno why la~ but i juz like reading her books le although its super sad..i wld gladly recommend dis book if anyone were to ask me for recommendations..haha.
aniwae, after reading..i've been thinking too...life is realli unfair.. everything is predestined..and we realli hab to leave it to fate ba~ ppl say everthing's oready arranged for us..so issit realli us tt are making the decisions? wld it make a difference over wad we choose? or do we realli have a choice? in life, for many things, we usually do not hae a choice to choose whether we want it anot..take for example, having cancer. everything may seem to be gg well den suddenly u have cancer! it's realli not fair..ppl will ask "why me?" but few, or i wld say, none has fd the answer.
life's a beautiful thing filled with fruits fo joy and seeds of sorrows...............
aniwae..merry merry xmas! (",)
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12/24/2004 06:12:00 PM
