Wednesday, February 02, 2005
duno why i'm so upset today...juz feel very sad...
could hardly smile... got smile and luff la~ all the same.. but deep down inside i'm not a happy person...duno why i thinking so much... why??
perhaps its bcos of the stressful life nw...feel like thr's so much to do and yet so little time... cny cuming...but thr's no festive mood.... argh.
there's so much things to do...so many upcuming tests... so many hw... no time!!!! argh. realised i put in more effort for my math den any other hopeless subjects... but cnt like dat...confirm will die one... used to do more for econs..but on the verge of giving up le~. math is my only hope... there's math test tml..om power series and integration.. hope i'll do well... ya...defintely thinking why tml got test still here blogging rite...oh wells, cos juz feel like it..hahaz.
*sigh* i look at myself again...thinking abt moi personality...argh. why am i like dat?? actually i'd rather be someone who ppl see and think dat i'm one who can be depended upon...someone with depth...not just a comedian... haiz. i'm glad i have several very close frens..ppl whom i care and cares abt me, ppl to share my tears and joys with...but still.... haiz. well, i shld be contented enuff..nobody ish perfect..we cant be wadeva we wan...so juz accept the way i am... muz feel gd abt myself first!!!!!! some ppl wan to be able to belike me to make others luff and all..so i shld be glad.. argh. wad is dis..some self-encouragement session? argh..haiz.
kkz...enuff venting of frustration..hab to go and do more revision le~ argh.
++jingz++;
2/02/2005 09:44:00 PM
