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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

sigh..wad ish wrong w my blog??how cum evrytime give me prob one....sigh.

hahaz....quite challenging...tying with a fractured arm..went to the A&E..so "exciting"..hahaz. sigh. "slipped and fell ytd" .sigh. trying to kip myself smiley and all..but i actually v scared...sigh.here's wad happen:

early in the morning:
was preparing to go out den realised it might be cancelled cos winnie not able to make it. but jasmine sound so disappointed tt i juz ask them to cum out first den say...so here we go...off to jurong entertainment centre (jec) to ice-skate.

at jec:
met up w seo and jas....den we did abit of work while jas try to persuade others to go....den we decided to go makan..den jas and seo try the ddr..so farny. after makaning den we went to skate....

at the skating rink:
ooh..so cold..brr..haha. i'm the one w no skating experience and the one who duno how to rollerblade la~dey either got skate b4 or noe how to blade one lor~sigh. was excited and scared when i started la~din dare to let go the railings at all..haha. aniwae...aftergg a few rounds...was quite stable oready la....den i started gg off on my own trying to "explore" the world of skating...hmmz. see other ppl skate so well..大开眼界。。wah~
hhmz..as i set off...i was trying to glide(is this the rite word) off more smoothly or sth la...den the nxt second i wason the floor...no..i mean the ice..i was in such pain i cldnt get up la~. gd thing seo was nearby...den she helped me up....i could hardly skate back...can onli manage to walk wobbly....my butt hurts..but my wrist hurt even more...duno sat thr for how long~onli knew i was in pain and trying hard to hold back my tears...sigh.
when seo told me to cry if i feel like crying..i juz broke dw....sigh. dun think thr's any first aid there oso la~ wah~ how can!!!! den dey ask me to faster look for a doctor...tt's the help they provided....sigh..no comments man. but the lady selling food stuffs thr quite nice la...gave us a bag of ice to ease the swelling on my wrist....den off we went..out of the ice-skating rink. not to worry..i will conquer it one day!

at raffles clinic grp:
went ard trying to look for a nearest clinic...wanted to find a doctor asap....den came to this place. had to queue up...got abt 3 ppl b4 us..eh..i mean me...den after awhile it was my turn...the doctor suspect i might have fractured my arm and sent me for x-ray at the radiology centre nxt to itwhen he said he suspect a fracture..i din noe whether to luff or to cry..sigh..was realli freaked la...
den at the radiology centre..waited for my turn to take the x-ray and it was quite scary la~ cos alone in a dark rm...den got this eerie sound....finally..it was over...den waited for the x-ray film to come out...
den went back to the clinic. when jas and me went into the consultation rm..the doctor was analysing the film....he was looking at it up, down, left right...her thr everywhere la! u get the idea...sigh. after a long time he said: " i suspect there might be a fracture" wth...i almost fainted. after looking so long only suspect..jas was saying tt we'll go eat carrot cake after tt cos sure no prob one..i wasnt realli into it cos i dun realli like carrot cake aniwae..bur at tt moment i realli want to eat the carrot cake...sigh.
den he said if realli fracture nid go hospital..the A&E...cos thr dun hab the stuffs..den to confirm oso..argh. den like tt more ex...argh. cld hab told us earlier!!! aigh..nbm la~was too frantic to think aniwae...den off we go to alexander hospital.

at AH:
ooh..reach AH...took a cab thr..gd thing the staffs thr v nice and friendly..if not..i freaked le~den went to the A&E. nb go see doctor for this kind of reason b4 la..dubn even tok abt A&E.. hopefully it will be the first and last time...sigh. no..it will be! argh. den the doctor see the x-ray film oredy str8 away say got crack n the bone...den hab to put on plaster of paris...sigh..so heavy.

my arm feels so weighted....den my neck hurts...i cant slp well at nite..and i feel WEIRD! argh. so many ppl ask me wad happen..but sigh..nb tell them la~onli some ppl noe..onli tolds them i slipped and fell...my family duno too....and the rest of the world too...onli some noes...sigh. if alice tan noes abt it..i'll be so dead..and she'll be vibrating....haha. anw, i have to be strong..for myself and the ppl ard me~..although i'm realli damn frwaked and irritated....sigh.

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3/29/2005 09:30:00 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

我不但长得不漂亮，头脑也不够聪明
更没学历，也没家世
但总不能这样就放弃希望
因为我有我的梦想
虽然连我自己都不知道那是什么
但可以肯定的事
总有一天我会向这世界
挥出一记漂亮的全垒打。。。

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3/26/2005 06:33:00 PM

hmmz....duno why le~. juz nw type in chinese but den cnt see le....haiz. why why why!!!!!! argh. damnit. wadeva la~ my sis nw standing nxt to me and reading out wadeva im typing...lol. (-_-)!!! wad the........*! ya..and nw she helping me "edit" and telling me wad to type..not realli though cos it's kinda wad i i wan to type too...hahaz. and i juz asked to her leave the room....please...thkfully she left le~ hahaz.

helped ah qi celebrated her bdae ytd....watched Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events. it was nice...v nice i shld sae cos i like it...hahaz. njyed ourselves..although thr's only 3 of us...me, ah qi herself, and yang hong...hahaz. tricked jiaqi into gg to the toilet w me after the movie while yang prepard the cake and prezzie...noe she luv the cake! haha. hope she likes the prezzie as well.... took some photos...some quite farny..but i duno how to put up...sigh..ah qi taught me ytd but i dun seem to noe how le~i'm a comp retard...haiz. haha. tink if i realli put up yang hong the farny one..she'll kill me!!! lol.

ya...den i'm so gona fail physics la! argh. duno why i'm taking the damn subj rather than chem....i suck at it...and i dun understand it and i dun like it!!! argh. abt 50 marks gone le~. sigh. oh no....confrim fail le la~. not tt i hab any hope of passing aniwae...nb pass phy in the entire of my jc life fo gdness sake...

okie...dun tok abt it le~ hmmz..ya..after the physics paper...dorc and jas came over to my hse to hab lunch...den dey went back sch for band audtion while i went off to boon lay to mit ziwan and eugene, and jielin and syaf to help prepare for the bbq at ziwan's hse..was quite pathetic at the starting cos oni got us plus zi hao...den after dat (while we oready started bbq-ing) hahaz. wells, it was fun! lol. but wynne din cum...sigh. went off together w seo and we tok all the way on the 198 bus...another bonding session..hahaz. actually i always njy dis kind of talks where u get to noe a person more....hmmz.

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3/26/2005 06:28:00 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

hmmz. the block test this time round quite ok la~ but i'll still die hahaz. hmmz..... aniwae, tml no paper..hahaz. got phy left oni....yea!!!

aiyo...why all my taggies got prob one...sigh.

argh. did some quizzes just now...but cnt seem to be able to post them up...sigh. nbm la. go this webbie to do the quiz: http://www.blogthings.com/quizzes.html

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3/22/2005 07:07:00 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

hmmz. tired. damn tired. block test 1 cuming up....mugging like siao. still cant realli do the qns...argh. i'm so dead! and the first paper is econs. argh. hvt realli hab a break....been mugging evryday....realli wan to do well for the papers....

later still have to go back quest for dance camp..been looking forward to it..but nw its like a waste of time...sigh. i duno la....but think this will be the last time i gg back for dance stuffs le~ cos arent close w the rest of the juniors le~. sigh. aiya. hab to piah thru.....

been online for awhile le~ guess i hab to go back to mug le~ sigh. jiayou!!!!

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3/18/2005 12:27:00 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

mom is still not speaking too me...juz bcos i say she nags too much. argh. wadeva.

went to nus open hse ytd...think i roughly noe wad i gg to study in the university le~. will go into the faculty of arts and social science (FASS). hahaz. nus, here i come!!! hahaz. speak abit too early le~ dun even noe i can make it anot...argh. my results so lousy..dun een noe can pass anot....argh.
dis yr realli v crusial le~ dun play play ar.
muz "kom-ba-te" !!!!!

look at the nearer goal and i'm freaked enough oredy...block test ish cuming up.....ah!!!!! and i hvt prepare myself for it...argh. damn.

the gown man came...so we're stuck with the ugly gown. argh.

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3/13/2005 07:54:00 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

lol. francis say he's gona check my blog to see if i got curse him here anot...lol. i realli not angry la~ if i did, it'll be v obvious one...lol. so dunch worry....

aniwae..tml is si hui's bdae!!! planning for a celebration for her tml...ya..collected some money from choir to go buy the cake...yummy yum yum! lol. the cake look delicious... hmmz...thk goodness it's not at my hse...if not scared i finish it up tonite...hahaz. aniwae..thx alot darren!! halp me kip the cake..lol..cos my hse the fridge no space...lol. din plan ahead...forgot all abt needing a space in the fridge to keep cake one..hahaz. thx darren.... aniwae..happy bdae si hui!! and mich's one cuming soon too...dis friday...happy advanced bdae!! and seo's on the sunday that juz passed... all turning/turned 18.. hahaz. noe seo njyed herself on sun..we went kbox and shopping for a piano guide book she wants so much..she was tricked into showing us which one..lol. but guess she luvs the book...lol. and definitely the singing session..hahaz. so fun la! tml's will be si hui's surprised celebration..hahaz.

still disgusted by the choir gown..no comments... sigh. another piece of ugly cloth. sigh. argh. got 6 concert tix to sell....anyone wants to buy it from me?? sgh. if not, have to swallow in myself le~ sigh.

doodle board realli sux....until nw still got prob. sigh. nbm la...changed to chatterbox le~ better..at least can see sth...but cnt seem to be able to post it up like that le` have to click on the "pop-it-up" button b4 we can type in and post the msg...ih ya..still muz refreshthe page..if not oso cnt see..hahaz. so ma fan la~ but better den nthing le~. sighz.

aniwae, tml gg to the salvation army the office to mit up w them to disuss abt the cip thing w jielin...hope everything turns out well and successful.

another lecture day tml...so tired. aniwae, atill hab to do the card for si hui!!! hvt do yet....ah!!!!

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3/09/2005 10:24:00 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

i'm super super tired....

argh. and still got alot of things hvt do....die la~ argh. so sian oso la...my eyes are closing soon...cnt tahan.....
wadeva la~. super tired-ed.

anw, dey asked..i mean my parents..but is asked my sis how i did...cos dey say i looked unhappy..cos nv ask me... !?!?!?!?! aiya..duno la~ den my sis is din noe i took my result oready at all...wadeva dey still duno.. aiya....i very determined to retake the paper..but a lot ppl discouraging me to do so as it can be not counted...and i shld put in more time into other areas...but i realli dun believe my chinese is so lousy..argh. feel like retaking..but dun want watse my time too...argh. wad shld i do??????

sigh......

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3/07/2005 11:42:00 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

i duno la...my parents dun seem to noe whats happening to my life..my sis too..sigh. dey nb show any concern...one whole day pass le since the release of my chinese result...dey dun seem to even noe tt my results is out le~

i only told my parents i am gg to retake my chinese exam den my dad ask me i so fast take le meh? den my mother say issit cos i fail. sigh. told her not. den end of conversation. my sis din even noe abt anything...my bro too...wadeva. i'm a nobody... nobody cares.. wadeva. i wan them to ask..to show tt they care..but i guess dey dunch. how am i supposed to ask them to ask me?!?!?! dis kind of thing hor~ sigh. how to ask them to show me more care and concern? at the same time not cling to my back regarding other things i do? there shld be a line drawn across how much they shld interfere too...dey bother into those i dont want them to...and ignore others which i wan them to noe abt.... sigh.

oh ya...ms chee does rmb me. she's my bro co-form tcher now. den she asked him if he has a sister call 'jee cheng' - dats me. ooh. i din noe she knew my name or rmb me~. hmmz.

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3/05/2005 11:44:00 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

eh...hope the sizable income part will be true....but not really accurate le~ wadeva la..juz try lor~

Inventive and curious, you are always thinking what if. You have big dreams and love building castles in the air. You need an outlet for your prodigious imagination, whether it's a hobby or a full-time job. Chances are you are drawn to electronics in some way. Playing electric guitar, designing neon lights, or inventing video games are just some of the ways you can capitalize on your creativity.
With regard to relationships, you need serene, open-minded friends. Taureans, Cancerians, Leos, and Librans help you slow down and smell the flowers. Romantically, you hit it off best with Sagittarians. Archers can delight in your vivid imagination and have no trouble keeping up with your energetic pace.
Affluence is important to you. Fortunately, a creative person like you should have no trouble bringing in a sizable income. If you play your cards right and make wise financial decisions, you can retire early. Spending your golden years on leisurely pursuits is a distinct possibility for you, provided you create a nest egg at the earliest possible convenience. You may want to consult a financial manager to devise a strategy for building wealth.

http://www.tigerbeer.us/horoscope/

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3/04/2005 11:48:00 PM

have mixed feelings today. quite alot happened . proud of my sis, disappointed w myself.

ran for 3.45 mins for 800 metres. fast? almost died fr it...

was upset abt my chinese result.... most prob gg to retake... argh. waste of time. darn it.

ya...thx alot ah qi n lih miin...from the bottom of my heart.. realli.. (",)

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3/04/2005 10:34:00 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

argh. wads wrong w my com!! dun seem to be functioning well.. argh.

tired. so tired. cnt understand econs lect today... argh. still got econ tutorial hvt complete. atgh. tml first period some more...some more 3 periods! argh. so tired-ed!!!! thur still got math test. argh. and the dreaded gp presentation. double argh. and hab to hand up gp essay on fri! argh. argh. argh. tink gona hand in late again..sigh. feel so bad when mr tan is so nice la~

finally sent the proposal for the cip le~ hope it'll be approved...

and...wad happen to my doodle board!?!?!?!? argh.

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3/01/2005 11:12:00 PM