Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i have decided to be magnanimous.. to forgive jonathan and wilson. no point getting myself hurt and angered by them. have been angry long enuff le~ waste my energy only...shant be anymore..although i get a kick out of it by gossiping abt u guys... better dun "step on my toes" again. being magnanimous = being kind and generous to (to ppl u have defeated) - according to the dic...better dun take it as a sign tt u can bully me.....
anw...counting down 2 days to the soncert..and think we still sound quite bad...sigh. i juz cried juz nw..cos v sad...issac might be quiting..and from his response juz nw..it seems almost confirmed...sigh. realli v v sad..will miss him terribly..although only knew him like for a few mths..have grown to be quite close to him..easy to tok to..and can be so comical tt u can juz luff at him..sigh. will miss him terribly....
oh no...he juz got so angry tt his fever rose to 40.8 . damn worried abt him nw....sigh.
++jingz++;
4/13/2005 10:07:00 PM
