Friday, July 29, 2005
it has been some time since i last blogged...and i dun think i will be blogging as often too le~ prelims are coming..not that my blogging is very regular now..thr's realli not enuff time.. mr tan told us once that ever since the jc system has come out, ppl have been saying that two years is too short..shold make it three yrs..i cnt help but agree w him as well..but if they make it three yrs, i must as well study in a institute..bcos institute takes 3 yrs to complete the a level syllabus...sighs. going to a jc was not my first option, but it was my final option..i realli want to do it well and rmb the happy times i have in sajc, not the bad ones..i want to look back to my jc life and say "hey, i love my sch..i have made frens who stand together thru thick and thin..and last but not least, i have managed to produce good results" .. i want to be able to say, yes! the times spent and memories made will be wanted to kept in my heart forever and not forgotten..
over this week, much have happened nonetheless..there's always up and downs..no life also got life..no life cos have to keep mugging..got life bcos we can always find interesting things happening ard us..just that wheter u realised it anot..cos thr's definitely sth happening at all times..revolving ard you..once, a friend said to me.."wah~ur life so interesting"..i was rather surprised cos i din realli think abt it..coming to think abt it, yes, there are always up and downs happening in my life..very quickly..why??i dun even noe myself..but i think, everybody leads an interesting life..its just the way we perceive it... but we onli hold some precious ones close to our hearts..and rmb the humiliating and fearful ones.. i realli wanna thk all the ppl who have made a difference to my life..it is you who have made me grow up and some, seen me thru growing up..
whether i have changed for the better or the worse, i dun realli noe..but i hope i did change for the better..i dun want anyone to feel disappointed in me..bcos of the ppl ard me, i have strived on..i will work hard, for myself too..
over the week, i have met a bunch of uncouth young boys, sadly, it was from my sec sch..a school that i love so much. . went for sushi buffet w mr liew, yang, pearly and hana.. and had faced enormous emotional changes... i duno wad's wrong w me..perhaps i have kept too much inside me for such a too long.. but then, i had fun in the week too.. (^_^) i onli want to rmb that..
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7/29/2005 09:01:00 PM