Friday, October 21, 2005
i'm on study break....so wad do i do? study and study and study and study... (and i took time off to come here when i feel tt i dun hab enuff time le~argh.) i'm gona be so dead.
my sis really stresses me out...feels like punching her smt..told me she scored v badly for math..and guess how much she got? 74!! for goodness sake. pls dun talk to me. i only got a bloody 50. some1 just kill me pls. some more, ur sch paper s relatively more difficult than mine and you are complaining you got a B grade compared to my E grade. you are unable to face others w this kind of results so wad am i suppose to do? i dun nid to face other ppl le~just dig a hole and bury myself in. argh. u tell me if this continues your a level confirm wont do well. so i confirm fail le? some more you got one more yr le~and i'm taking it within a month time! oh, just shut up and dont talk to me abt studies! you only make me feel worse. argh.
you tell mom and dad you scored v badly and ask them to scold you!?!?!?with this kind of results!!!! bad???? omg. wad are you trying to do?make me feel stupid?argh. just spare me la k...i dun need ur concern, selfish pig. you only care abt urself. ask me if i want to study physics w you is actually making me feel worse. i feel that you are so fake sometimes. argh.
sighs. i really want to believe that you really want to help me. but ur actions proved otherwise. sighs. you make me feel downright lousy and smt, i feel that you are just trying to gloat that you are better than me in every area. i can feel our closeness drifting apart. we are no longer as close as we used to be. perhaps, we never were. i cant really figure you out and you dont understand me either..sighs. mayb i shld just forget abt it. and i think i shld just depend on myself sudying for physics. and you can stop bothering me w all ur stuffs tt i dun like to hear. i must gambatte!!!! gambatte! gambate!
to all my dear friends taking major exams, jiayou! (",)
++jingz++;
10/21/2005 11:33:00 AM
