Friday, February 24, 2006
received an sms from miss faizah ytd evening...
...telling me...
...that...
...the 'A' level results are going to be released nxt wed, 1st of March.
i'm dead.
~gd luck to all my dear frens awaiting for this results~
wish me luck too.i need it badly...
the best grade i've ever gotten in my jc life was a B for math for BT1 in yr one. after that, the best i've got was only a grade E. not to mention abt other subjects...i've hardly passed any of them...may it be major exams or just a small test...argh.
and i have never even gotten a pass for my physics for my entire 2 yrs! omg-ed. cant believe it rite...and for econs, i nv seem to be able to answer the qn correctly although i may noe the points...sighs. i just dun seem to be able to pass them. mayb it's just me...
perhaps i'm just not smart enuff...
there are alot of "wad if..."
what if i put in more effort...
what if i had done more practices...
what if...
...
...
you get the picture...
i'm a gonecase. and i'm really praying hard for a miracle...hoping that the hard work i've put in wld not go to waste... and miraculously, i wld pass my gp, pass my physics, answer the econs questions to the point and correctly, and get a better grade for my maths...
sighs. and yes, i noe. its no point brooding ever it, bcos wad's done is done. nthing can change it. the results are out. all i can do is wait and pray for the best possible outcome.
i'm not greedy...as long as i can enter a local university and mayb get a course i wld want (although i may only have a vague idea of wad i want. argh,no. actually, i dun really noe.argh.) ... that'll be gd enuff...
i dun want to fail it, neither do i want to just have a pass and nowhere to go...
i'm not greedy, am i?
++jingz++;
2/24/2006 10:44:00 AM
