Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i feel like a fool for believing i cld make it.
i was a fool.
i shld have known..
that with my kind of shitty results..
and the tough competition outside..
i wld not be able to enter the uni
..i was a fool for hoping..
the usp was nthing but a joke
a joke to make me believe thr's hope when thr's none
i must be the joke of the school.
shld have known tt they wldnt have wanted me in the first place
..
sighs
now, i'm really praying hard
and hoping
that ntu wldnt dash my dreams
...
...
... ...
pls pls send me a letter of acceptance
if not, i wld really be a failure
a failure to make my parents proud
an embarrassment to my parents
i'm really sorry
sorry i'm not smart enough
sorry tt i'm lazy
sorry tt i'm only able to make you worry
...
and no glory
none at all
and to my dear dear sis..
sorry if the hopes they pinned on me are all now levied to you
you must be having a great level of stress...
this is your a level yr..
jiayou! just give your best shot. i noe you can de..
++jingz++;
5/16/2006 10:12:00 AM
