Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i have no idea why i'm having all these mixed feelings...
perhaps thr's sth seriously wrong w me.
perhaps deep in me it's empty.
feel like i'm only living on the surface.
w just the everyday routine.
and nthing else.
emptiness.
i have no idea...
i wish i knew
i can be happy.not rmbering my worries and pondering so much.
but everything seems to be just so superficial.no depth.
but i feel es if i'm running. running away. but duno frm what.
feel that i'm living in a world of pretense.where things arent real.where there is happiness.but in actual fact, it's not.cos it's only superficial.
trying to hide.trying to run.but with no destination in mind.an endless path.no idea where i'm heading to.or what i'm trying to hide from.
what is wrong with me?
everything is wrong?
i'm tired.really tired.
smt
i just feel like falling into a deep sleep
a very long deep sleep
++jingz++;
10/30/2007 11:06:00 PM
