if jeecheng can do it in the past. jeecheng can do it now too. (if you know whatever i'm talking abt)
i must persevere! gambatte girl!
i got to.
if not i'd just fade off.
needing all the moral support too. i hope.
++jingz++; 7/30/2008 02:43:00 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
things are gg well for me i shld be content w wad i have i shld be happy
then why do i still miss him so much?
++jingz++; 7/27/2008 01:45:00 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
moody.
jeecheng fell down on the steps again. think collapsed is more o the word. argh.
my classmate even walked over to helped me up. so embarrassed la.
ankle hurts. sighs.
*why do i still think o you so much?* *wo zhen de bu xiang*
++jingz++; 7/26/2008 12:19:00 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
ok. so weariness has set in.
slpt like nobody's biz in the bus when i was travelling home from school. argh. so unglam.
but then again, i'm tired. who cares. hahas.
it's a good thing i managed to wake up and alight at the right stop. lol.
++jingz++; 7/24/2008 11:42:00 PM
feeling hyper today. or rather wednesday.
i think i'm gg crazy. have no idea wad is wrong with me.
the past few days have been tiring for me. lethargic with entire body aching and feeling sore all over.
but duno why today like abit too energetic.
it's not tt i slpt early on tue night. met up w jianwen to shop for her fren's prezzie then study outside w jianwen's company though she hvt even start sch yet.. (: thx girl! you rock! :) then salsa class. ( argh. think i embarrassed myself la~) then stayed up late (till ard 0300) doin up research for my mkting proj.
woke up in the morning at ard 0930 went for proj meeting at town stayed in town to study (cos didnt want to waste time and money travelling to and fro) then went for work till 2330
still not really feeling tired. and it's like 0215 alr?
omg-ed. wad's happening to me?
*sidenote: wynne, do tkc.. get well soon! and hope its nthing serious.. and pei arh, hope you get past the tiredness soon :)*
++jingz++; 7/24/2008 01:57:00 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
.tired-ed.
jeecheng needs to catch up w her sch work! heh.
muz encourage and motivate myself. jiayou! jiayou! gambatte!
++jingz++; 7/23/2008 12:22:00 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
jeecheng is concentrating on being happy. w/o wanting to hear anything relating to you.
just let me lead my life in peace. damn you.
++jingz++; 7/14/2008 02:09:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
"had so much fun with wynne, ch and conan!"
lol. wynne ask me to write tt. if i dont write, she may think tt i didnt have fun.. lol.
actually, i didnt. okok...i'm kidding! i did! *grins*
++jingz++; 7/13/2008 02:55:00 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
i bought my 1st pair of levi's! arh! not just one, but two... double arh!
omg-ed! it's sth i thot i'd nv buy la! and now i've got it. *faints*
it cost me a bomb!! hellen!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas.
i guess i shld stop thinking of how well he had been to me. but how well i've treated him as well. all the stuffs that i used to do for him.
i'm gona do it for other ppl. (like yupei c: ) it's his lost.
although i still miss him although he's still in my heart i will stop thinking o doing things for him anymore not for him. not for his family. not anymore.
++jingz++; 7/07/2008 11:24:00 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
some thots.
talking abt not giving up the entire forest just because of one tree. tt's frm jonathan - johnson's fren.
but i think tt's the entire point of being in a relationship. in making a choice of which tree you want to spent your entire life growing old with. having made a choice you'll have to stick w it support it thru the different seasons. nurturing it w sunlight and rain giving the care and concern needed for growth
tt's where the love develops and furthers.
it takes alot o patience and time love, care and concern alot o weathering to really pull it thru
giving up = letting wither away after so much was it worth it?
no wonder thr are some trees tt wither away so quickly. bocs ppl gave up wanting to take care and nurture it halfway thru its growth the other party gave up
why?
cos they want to try planting other trees? or are they tired o nurturing the plant anymore?
in order for the plant to grow well patience is needed love is needed consistent care and concern is needed commuciation is needed faith is needed trust is needed and most imptly, believe.
the plant wld grow big and strong. with enough rain and sunlight added fertilisers would speed up and strengthen the gowth
similarly in a r/s for it to grow well and strong effort must be put in to sustain it well for it to pass thru the good and the bad to survive thru we wld have to believe stay in check communicate trust each other and work tgt hand in hand
the encouragement sharing the joys and tears making matters worthwhile working out problems tgt believing and trusting and having faith in each other tt no matter what, things wld turn out well in the end. no matter how difficult times had been. its ought to be pulled thru. thr's always a rainbow after every storm. just tt whether you see it anot. or rather if you choose to see it anot. only then wld we see the fruit. and taste the sweetness of it. and smile at the silly moments of the bad and be glad tt we had pulled it thru
pateince love and care believe and trust
holding on and not giving up - it doesnt mean dragging it means how much you are willing to work things out tgt how much you believe and trust
why?
bocs you have to believe that it'll work out love.believe.patience.trust.
when i agreed to step into tt r/s i had alr chosen to give up the rest o the forest.
in your case, it shld have been the same but now you have chosen to let this plant you looked for wither away
this lil plant tt you have chosen to let go is now trying to survive thru w/o the air, water and sunlight it was once provided with. alot is needed for it to grow again pulling thru...
yes, i still think o him but i'm perfectly fine today :) i will get on well *smiles*
watched "10 promises to a dog" w yupei and jianwen realised i've been to the movie alot this hols. omg. this is where my money went. *Pengz*
but the movie's good the plot. is super touching. i felt the pain. the lost. both in the movie and for myself as well. cried like nobody's biz though i alr tried to control my tears le.
but then i feel fortunate. fortunate enough to have loved and being loved. to know tt thr are ppl out thr caring and concerning abt me. like guardian angels. i know you're thr somewhere too and it's good to know that
what we had was sweet
but i think you are not ready, i think i understand but smt i dont
but it's ok. really.
promises. after a period o time ppl tend to forget not intentionally but it happens. just shows how humans are. not knowing how to appreciate and treasure regretting only when they lose it. may it be their loved ones, frens... or anything at all
only then they will know.
how much it actually matters.
just like the girl to the dog, he was my world. just like the dog has to go, i know i just have to let go
wad's yours will be yours. if its meant to be it will meant to be. perhaps it's just not the right time. and we're still young. for fear. to protect. to go on or let go. you have chosen to let go. and i will let you go.
till you're ready and sure again i'll be here. just right here.
i just dont wish to see you change for the worse. it'll sadden me. true, we're still young. but at least still continue to love yourself dont let yourself go to waste. be a better person. let me continue to be proud of you.
i do not wish for you to hold yourself back in front o me. i know you abit too well. dont pretend. thr's no need to. cos i understand. just be yourself. ily. goodbye my dear
++jingz++; 7/02/2008 02:26:00 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
GEMINI - The Twin Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
...
tt's frm an email i received. i wished the always happy part is true. and the strong part too. hopefully, really irresistable. wahahas. (which i dont really think so)
*think i revealed too much abt my feelings and thots in the previous post* perhaps i shld take it down
++jingz++; 7/01/2008 02:00:00 AM
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+sweet-toother+
+stubborn.sotong.lazy.contradictory.klutzy.+
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