Wednesday, July 02, 2008
yes, i still think o him
but i'm perfectly fine today :)
i will get on well
*smiles*
watched "10 promises to a dog" w yupei and jianwen
realised i've been to the movie alot this hols.
omg.
this is where my money went.
*Pengz*
but the movie's good
the plot.
is super touching.
i felt the pain. the lost.
both in the movie and for myself as well.
cried like nobody's biz though i alr tried to control my tears le.
but then
i feel fortunate.
fortunate enough to have loved and being loved.
to know tt thr are ppl out thr caring and concerning abt me.
like guardian angels.
i know you're thr somewhere too
and it's good to know that
what we had was sweet
but i think you are not ready,
i think i understand
but smt i dont
but it's ok.
really.
promises.
after a period o time
ppl tend to forget
not intentionally
but it happens.
just shows how humans are.
not knowing how to appreciate and treasure
regretting only when they lose it.
may it be their loved ones, frens... or anything at all
only then they will know.
how much it actually matters.
just like the girl to the dog,
he was my world.
just like the dog has to go,
i know i just have to let go
wad's yours will be yours.
if its meant to be it will meant to be.
perhaps it's just not the right time.
and we're still young.
for fear. to protect.
to go on or let go.
you have chosen to let go.
and i will let you go.
till you're ready and sure again
i'll be here.
just right here.
i just dont wish to see you change for the worse.
it'll sadden me.
true, we're still young.
but at least still continue to love yourself
dont let yourself go to waste.
be a better person.
let me continue to be proud of you.
i do not wish for you to hold yourself back in front o me.
i know you abit too well.
dont pretend. thr's no need to.
cos i understand.
just be yourself.
ily.
goodbye my dear
++jingz++;
7/02/2008 02:26:00 AM
