perhaps like what i've told yupei

i have had felt too much happiness

now perhaps it's time for me to feel otherwise

so a lil' hurt will seem v great to me

and this hurt

is so great

好大好大的痛

and perhaps

this big blow to me

will make me treasure the smallest happiness even more

to be able to feel them even stronger

i guess it's payback time for all the 快乐 that i've felt

all these will make me even more emotional

i'm glad i'm a human being w emotions and feelings

yet i wished i can just be one unemotional person

so i wont feel so much pain.

but i know i cant.

just like huemin said.

she wants to be able to feel as much

but she's just not as emotional.

and i'm unable to be like her.

just like she's unable to be like me.