Sunday, September 07, 2008
impression last.
ppl see and judge.
so what happens?
ppl are being categorised.
or rather, stereotyped.
so we have to behave according to the norms.
to how ppl expect us to be.
conformity to the norms of the society.
but wad are the norms exactly?
does it really matter?
and i, for one, admits tt i do fear how ppl view me at times.
so tt i'll be deemed normal?
to portray a good image o myself?
although everyone alr knows tt no one's perfect,
ppl still seek perfection.
ppl still want the best.
ironic huh?
who am i?
i'm still wondering.
i behave differently w different ppl.
at different places.
different occasions.
different mood.
but different situations calls for different behaviour
so i guess that's the norm?
and being with different ppl, basing on their perception,
you too have to adapt to them?
for them to accept you.
i guess i have mutiple personality too.
who am i trying to lie to?
others?
myself?
lying is just a form o running away.
from the problems.
from the reality.
a mean of escape that will not last.
its self denial.
it's just short term
bcos you have your conscious to face.
when you come face-to-face w your conscoius.
it'll still be there.
and i guess tt's the worst part.
bcos you're hiding.
in order to be honest w others
you have to be honest w yourself.
and that.
is not easy.
it will never be.
no matter how much.
there will always be times when you rather not.
i'm struggling hard to be honest w myself
and doing much self discovery as a result as well.
it is not easy.
very tough in fact
++jingz++;
9/07/2008 04:47:00 PM
