i'm glad a lil' sth i did
can have such a positive impact
*smile*
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wuan drew this for me:
tt's my fluff pet!
*so sweet o her*
thkyew wuan!
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today's wuan's the one who wants to take pics
not me!
cam-whore again!
lols
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saw shuet and chu zheng.
cldnt believe tt was the chu zheng we used to know
neither did cld wuan.
didnt even recognise him until shuet says it's him.
wah~
so tall now lor
*abit like huemin's bro liddat*
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江山易改
本性难移
some things just nv change
and yet changes are all part and parcel o our lives
we grow thru all the exposures
and experience the experiences
and learn...
i've learnt quite alot thru this journey
opened my eyes and seen
yet i know this is not all
and thr's more to come
more for me to learn and progress
i'm thkful
for all that i had
and all that i have
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friends
the most impt things to have in life
other than kinship
but what is the exact defintion?
does those you rarely contact considered friends?
are they even friends in the first place?
hi-bye friends?
or mere acquaintances?
some only do certain things w you
some only talk to you when they see you
some are only in contact cos you see each other regularly
once you've broken off frm the place,
thr's no longer any ties
are these ppl considered friends?
or just merely ppl you know?
others dont even really care
and only talk to you if they need you
they say
friends in need are friends indeed
only when trouble comes you'll see who your real friends are
ppl who stick by you
but if they have no idea what you are gg thru and tend to neglect the frienship
or they are not sensitive enough
and they nv go thru the difficult times w you
are they guilty?
are they considered friends?
but if you only go to them when you have troubles
they may find tt you only go to them in times o need.
contradictory huh?
i think ppl whom you consider friends are actually those you go to in times o need though
its not tt you find them only when you need them
but bcos you feel they'll be thr for you
and at the same time
you know tt you'll be thr for them w they need you
they cry when you cry
and laugh when you laugh
they share your sorrows and pain
as well as your joys
they'd want the best for you
not compete w you till the very end
(though some may say it's healthy to have competition)
it may be true but i beg to differ
i call tt selfish friends if they only care abt winning
or are they friends at all?
more like competitiors?
they shld be motivating you to do well along w them
and not putting you down
it takes alot to keep a friendship gg
just like r/s
it takes 2 to tango
both have to put in effort
it gets tiring after awhile
if only one party puts in the effort to keep it gg
especially w the packed up time
the bz schedule
it's all the more difficult to keep up w friends
to sustain the friendship
and smt
it's not tt we'd like to neglect these ppl ard us.
perhaps everyone is too bz w their own lives?
i've fallen and i've risen
i know who my friends are
i'm content enough
to know tt i have friends tt are true and real
i dont have to have alot
and i'll be glad enough to have just one
but i know i have more than tt
^^
i may know alot o ppl
may even consider some as friends
but how close
how true
and how real
it all depends
and somehow
i thot o chooi ching again
i wonder how she's doing now
it has been a long time
a long long time
*sighs*
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i wld have thot
i've become a lady o steel
yet
i'm just more sentimental
and emotional
feel more easily
touched more easily
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the reason why i like children
and why i like working in childcare
they are as pure as can be
happy means happy
sad means sad
smt even when they dont understand what mood they are in exactly
and tt they just dont feel good
they just tell you they are not happy
happiness comes from the bottom o their heart
seeing them happy makes me happy too
in their simple world
simple life
no complications
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i wonder if i have the chance to make certain choices again
wld i make the same ones all over again?
for eg. the course i'm taking now
i may
i may not
ok.what nonsense is this?
i have no regrets.
just wondering.
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i think i've found my passion
what i really like to do
^^
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mayb i shld just major in entreprenuership
instead o finance or mkting
heh.
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a future dream w my pals
mayb i shld consider
(the above)
in relation to my passion
and in relation to my major
^^
i've alr got a draft plan in mind
but like yupei says
we still need to fine tune it
^^
i sure hope i'm not the only one enthu abt it
and it wont be a three minute thing
heh.
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if i were to say what is the thing i value the most in life
i'd still say r/s
not just bgr
but all forms o r/s
be it kinship
or friendship
just relations itself.
*am i just plain dumb or wad?*
wells, i cant help it.
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if i were to choose to be either blind or deaf
i'd rather die
i cant live w/o colours in my life
i cant stand being able to not look at ppl thru the eyes
*tt's why i dont really like non-face-to-face communication*
i believe
it's the eyes tt will tell eveything
and shows everything
tt will show sincerity
tt will touch deep into your soul
and music
i cant live w/o them
it makes life so much more beautiful
to be able to move w the flow
like water
like air
free
