Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i'd prefer a long bus ride
than many short ones
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oh nos,
this is no good.
no good.
sighs.
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work ytd was tiring
and it was like
...
*oh mans*
made me think of the old days when i used to worked in the boutique
the good.the bad.the sweetness.the innocence.
the fun.the teasing.the ppl.
i used to look forward to the end o work in eagerness to ..
now i look forward to the end
bcos i just want to get home and slp
so tired till i just wished tt i have pte transport to go home
tired till a pt when i cldnt care for image.
glam or unglam.
i slpt in the train and bus.
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some thots
what's real?
i dont know.
i know some ppl do things for others so tt they get sth back in return.
benefit for benefit.
consideration.
eeky.
some can even openly ask
"so what do i get in return?"
stunned.
but tt's the world huh.
but for tt,
at least
you know
scary wld be those silently wanting sth in return
which you may not have an idea what.
my point is
if you want to help
or do anything for anybody
do it wholeheartedly
do it bcos you want to
not bcos you get benefits
unless you're talking abt work.
that's legal issues.
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*disclaimer:
this are just my thots.
no ill meaning
no ill intentions
and refering to no one in particular*
the idea abt sugar daddy/mummies/ ... ... ...
i think i'm not into it.
in fact i think i'm digusted by the idea.
but some may give resons tt the world is just so practical
they have no choice or whatsoever.
but i think anyone has a choice to choose
i agree abt the practicality part
too practical in fact.
tt's the disgusting part.
ppl making use of one another
so bmuch so tt sometimes
you dont know what's real and what's not
money cannot buy happiness.
money cannot buy sth true.
i think it's sad.
its rather pathetic in a way.
the old rich guy just having a young pretty girl to show off
the young pretty girl just for his money.
yup,have always joked abt getting some1 rich.
but those are just jokes.
i know i'd rather have some1 not rich
some1 i know tt i can work towards our future tgt
some1 whom i know i'll truly love
and him truly love me back
thr'll be hardships
of course
but i believe i'd be happier off
than getting some1 who's darn rich and
i have no idea how he spends his money away
ppl aged.
looks and appearance will change.
so what happens when the girls doesnt look as pretty anymore?
it's true tt w/o money
there are alot o things you cant do
but even w money,
it's not everything tt you can get as well.
some tell me tt my thinking wil change as i get older
it'd be real easy to succumb to monetary benefits if one really needs money
but i doubt so for me
i hold my grounds strongly
i dont play w emotions
i'm not a person who goes for the riches
i'd rather scrimp and save and work hard for sth i really want
i dont waiver easily
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++jingz++;
11/26/2008 11:23:00 AM
