Tuesday, December 02, 2008
deep in thoughts
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有时候
我只想静静的
找个人
静静地陪我
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在这现实的社会
我真的好累
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互相利用
有时候是难免的
要不然
一定会吃亏
就因为这样
我感到好恶
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我发现到
许多人好假
好假好假
有时看了
真的感到好失望
好难看
it doesnt have to be said
it can be felt
and i can feel it
i'm especially sensitive to all these
and it can get pretty obvious
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*sense o belonging*
it can be sensed easily
if you are welcomed anot
perhaps too cliquish
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maybe it's just me
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smt
it is wiser to just keep quiet
and smile
and feign ignorance
*brag all you want*
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there's no point trying to put your point across
if the other party is unwilling to listen
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我同意 L 的说法
把脚步放慢了
能看得更多
体会的更多
*主要是看这世界有多美丽*
但看得太多
懂得太多
明白 和
了解得太多
却叫人感到更加地失望
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everytime he said dont disappoint me
i feel tt i will
and i think i did
*stressed*
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on a lighter note:
was really glad to meet up xiaoyun ytd!
it has been ages since we met la~
^^
we msned on sunday night
and met on mon le~
*in b/w o all our appts*
cool!
lols.
*i'm glad for this kind o meet up*
make appts immediate :)
and usually those tt says see when free then meet
will usually nv meet
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it's getting mundane
*cannot!cannot!*
must find entertainment!
heex.
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我看上三个包包
和一件衣服
怎么办？
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*disclaimer: pls pardon me for my language section*
i heard these 2 ppl in the T
they sound like
...
the first thing tt came to my mind
"typical b***h"
and the way they talk
w the oohs and the arhs
they sound like they are being f-ed.
they were standing just right outside the door
i wonder if i should open it and go out
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smt i feel so mean
tt i feel like a b**** too
i mean b**** abt ppl
and i can be real mean
to the ppl who have stepped on my toes
but somehow after tt
i'll feel bad sometimes
note:
sometimes
cos i believe thr muz be a reason behind everything
trying to be understanding here
better live in purity
*forgive*
than in hate
but dont take my nice-ness for granted.
it may come a time
when i feel like beating ppl up
tolerance 是有限的
++jingz++;
12/02/2008 11:42:00 PM
