Wednesday, January 21, 2009
today will be the launch o my new blog
but b4 i leave this floating in the cyberworld
leaving my memories here
let me close it nicely
and mayb
perhaps
i'll come back once in a while
to update
to say
when i miss it
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the last entry for now
what shall i say?
goodbye?
i dont know fro sure
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let me say abt today
i met up w pei
again :)
and she wanted to kill me
after i told her what i intend to do
after i reach home
which is to come online
she wanted to kill me
cos she say tmr muz wake up early
shldnt go online
shld slp earlier
in the end
she was thinking o coming online too
lols.
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i think i really like my tuitee
such a sweet girl
and she made me even nore passionate
and determined abt teaching
and more determined to help her
*she's really cute
thot i was gg to meet her tcher
or rather, her ex-tcher
when i told her i'm gg out
she thot we were v good friends
when i dont really know him at all
lols.
and she likes to watch me do x-stitch
always ask if i got bring x-stitch along
says i look motherly
according to her
tt's a good thing*
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after so long
i realised
the career path that i want to take
is to teach
ultimately
after everything
i want to go nie
just not for now
2 ppl made me realised tt
and yupei agrees tt
teaching will suit me well
says i have he potential since a long time ago
i rmb even my jc physics tcher
(mr mannan)
said tt i have the tcher look
lols.
funny some things turn out isnt it?
i know i've always like to help
my friends along w their studies
and i'm always happy if they can get it
i have the passion there
my current tuitee
*my fave one*
made me realised
i really have the passion
although she always worry
tt i'll get impatient w her
when she doesnt understand
i nv did
thru so many years o giving tuition
i think i've found the way to get to them alr~
the trials and errors
i think i've found my best mtd
^^
i still need some refinement though
and the ppl who has inspired me
inspired me to be a tcher
i think
it's mrs yeong
but sadly,
i've lost contact w her
after she retired from queenstown
even mdm teoh dont really have any news o her
i hope she's doing well
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all i want to say is
i'm really glad
how my life is turning out
the breakup was
a good thing for me
although it still hurts
although the pain remains
with all the memories still thr
and the fact tt
i know i still ____ him
the hold backs
the restrictions
the wants and the dont wants
the indecisive-ness
the fear o losing him
the hope o gg on w/o
i seriously dont know
so moving away is just one step
but is it just a escape i dont know
i know running away solves nthing
but everything takes 2 to clap
running away is not really my style either
although alot o times i like to do just that
all in all
i'm just trying to say
not to worry,
i'm doing well
the break away time
gave me alot o time to think
to explore
w the hurt
i've gone way out
but thk gdness ..
i've come to my senses as well
i've some up w my own theories
abt things
abt life
my perceptions
and proud of some of them
i've thought of what i really want
i know what i want better
i know what i like better
i know what suits me better
i've learnt new things
i've learnt to handle myself better
how to treat others better
how things shld be
how things shldnt be
taking for eg.
what i want to do in the future
realising my dreams
and my passion
in other words,
i've grown
and at a much rapid rate than in the past
i've fallen
and stood back up
on my own two feet
i've gotten back some skills
picked up new skills
and refined all o them
and still refining in process
the process will nv end
the learning one
as long as we live
each and everyday
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而且
我要告诉你的
就像你蓝牙我的那首歌
在你我心里
我们都会是彼此的
独家记忆
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独家记忆
歌手:陈小春
专辑:独家记忆
忘记分开后的第几天起
喜欢一个人 看下大雨
没联络 孤单就像连锁反应
想要快乐都没力气
雷雨世界像场灾难
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起 谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的 没有商量的余地
我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底 不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你 是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行 从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你 绝口不提 没问题/没关系/没限期
++jingz++;
1/21/2009 12:30:00 AM
